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The ordeal is done

I planned to write about it before the actual event took place, but due to time constraint, i havent been able to do so. Yess.. i have cut myself up (not me la!! the doctor!!) and took out the growing cycst from my left ovary yesterday at 12.00 noon.

Itu pun main tipu siap kena sound ngan doktor eh lambat ye..hahahha..kena la pulak aku ngelat cakap anak aku demam smalam pagi tadi nak ngurus dia makan ubat bagai. In a way not entirely a lie coz alesha monday morning memang badan suam suam dan aku yg termalas ni telah menidurkan diri aku lepas alarm bunyi pukul 7 pagi and later woke up at close to 830 am - aku supposed to be warded at 830 and operation scheduled at 10.00 am

nothing visual to write about as mak yang rabun ini telah dipaksa membuka specknye before operation. sheesh apa daa..tapi on 2nd thought bagus gak so i dont see all them scary needles. hahhaha..

the usual, masuk OT kena buat drip insertion. Ini je dah mentraumatisekan aku yg memang tau my precious veins ni susah nk dicari. so after 3 attempts sampai tangan aku bengkak bengkak, IV itu baru berjaya dimasukkan. Not blaming the doctor coz im so used to this.

Lepas tu the epidural injection. Adeeeiii..aku memang tobat la nak beranak normal kalaulah that is the same injection yg korang ambik masa beranak c-sect. sakit nye tak leh nak cakap la , and what i hate most is the numb feeling bila ubat dah masuk. Tapi nye kalau tak numb kang, tercabut lak nyawa aku masa operation tu dak? hahaha

Bila dah start nak numb tu, barula baring and the nurses prep itu ini. Tapi aku pelik satu ajelah...wajib ke OT tu sejuk cam tu? kalau tak sejuk tak leh ke? aku sampai clatter teeth ni tahan sejuk tau.

Bila doktor dah masuk, barulah the real deal begun. tapi aku rasa yg ni la cam tak happening sangat- simply because by then dah tak rasa apa-apa. But i know she said my right ovary cantek (direct quote ok! aku rasa makna nya normal la tu) my tiub pun ok (uwaaa boleh beranak banyak ni!!) and the cycst looks a bit like hati ayam size besar sket (ter off aku nak telan hati ayam pas ni)

tapi as expected, aku muntah masa operation. i have a very low tolerancy towards bius ok. masa operation aku muntah, masa nak sorong balik bilik aku muntah, pendek kata aku muntah sampai malam la!. sakit? Jangan cakap la..tak belah perut pun sakit kalau muntah, ini kan pulak perut terbelah sambil muntah. By 4 pm tu epidural pun dah wore off, so aku memang in pain la and in hunger!! bayangkan last meal aku pukul 11.30 malam Senin, pukul 11.30 malam Selasa pun tak makan lagi tau.

Now at 3.00 pm, IV dah dibuka, salur kencing pun dah bukak. I have been walking bit by bit cam nenek tua. Now am seating down while writing this. Malam ni hopeful aku boleh bawak hantu susu tu tido ngan aku kat spital. SIL kat umah report dia sibuk tarik baju orang nak susu memalam. hahahha...Rindu pulak aku kat bebudak ni.

p/s : fid& fara, gamba awning tu nanti-nanti la aku upload ok

Tentang Cinta

uWAA rasa cam berzaman tak memblog. so will do this in segments (kalau aku ada mood la yea)

Last friday was my last official day in the office for this year. I am writing this post while seated on my not so comfy dinner chair yg tak tarak span and lappy on a dinner table yang penuh dengan dishwears aku dan segala mak datok benda yg aku fikirkan takkan dicapai oleh Azhad yang masih lagi muat diletakkan di atas meja ni.

First thing first, hubby got back from his la-la fun land holiday with his friends early this month. Aku yg terhegeh-hegeh menjaga 2 budak yg sangatlah tak reti perkataan NO and tercicir kain nak kejar dateline kerja dek nak bercuti panjang terpaksa redha dengan mencipankan diri dan mengambil kesempatan umah inlaw yang sepelaung sahaja jauhnya itu telah membuat muka tak malu dengan berkhemah selama 2 hari kat sana. heheh..hari jumaat after work aku telah mengelat kali ke 2 dengan membribe anak-anak buah cik abang dengan piza yg telah dimakan oleh Cik Erna kita iter (serious aku memang terliur piza itew okeh!! pastu kupon tu lak asyik buat nak order lagi & lagi & lagi!!) untuk spend the nite at my house supaya aku boleh la mengemas rumah sebelum kekasih aku tu balik bergumbira ngan kenkawannya and the kids can entertain anak-anak burung aku yg sentiasa ketagihan attention tu.

Sungguhpun aku dah nak sampai tahap meroyan Mizz Britney menjaga anak (hahaha sah sah tak leh jadik SAHM) tapi aku rasa ok gaks kalau me and hubby ada this time for ourselves once a year (heheh..yang sebetulnya aku dah plan nak gi holiday ngan my girlfrens lepas budak nyonyot tu wean off). After err soooo many yearsss of together and 4 years as a married couple, aku cam dah write off la wish list nak dengar suara laki aku kala usia percintaan baru 2 tahun. Alaa..time time gayut phone sampai telinga rasa panas tapi suara mantain je ayu and manja walhal badan dah melepek penat bercakap berjam jam. Hehehhe..alaaa..korang pun tau la kan aku maksudkan apa ni.

Rupanya distance (and maybe a speck of guilty consciense kerana meninggal anak-bini dirumah) boleh menyemarakkan perasaan..hahahhaa..well..nak kata dia tu bertepuk sebelah tangah , tak la gak..aku ni pun dah tahap tepuk kaki dan tangan dah ni!! eeehhh mestila rindukan..laki aku!! siap call hari hari tu..cam la dok dalam satu malaysia cakap telephone. Mau tobat pasni lepas tengok bill hp. hahahha..padan muka aku.

entry sakit hati

U all know im wearing today to work, right? But i have to confess that i dont wear one when im out and about during weekends or after office hour. There were even times, when i wore tudung 1 time and just pulled it off my head and shoved in my beg.

Does that make me a hypocrite? I dont know and i dont care to answer (nor i want you guys to answer too coz this is just one of the question that should be left unanswered if you dont want to be deleted from my bloglist - hehehhe..this does not come from me but from the result of that Blog Personality that i took la..)

A dear friend once called me a pretender and a person who is lost in her identity. I took no offense (well- a bit offended NOT because of being called as such but the gall of another person to streotype another person). I am not a pretender and most definitely know who i am and how to dress my self.

There were also people who gave me this 'look' when they see me without my headcover. This offense me most as opposed to the remark by the friend.

There were also people who placed me on a 'league' of my own. READ = i am such a bad-ass person and its not worth to even speak to me. This i dont mind coz a person of such narrowed mind does not even worth a blink of my one EYE. Sebelah mata pun aku tak sudi nak kawan ngan ko ok!!

The point in writing this? PEOPLE.. PLEASE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. I could be going Pamela Lee decotelege (eh- ni ke ko spell nyer?) one time and my jubah one time.. but serious people, ini kubur aku (READ= aku memang tak suka nak pakai perkataan kubur ke apa ke sebab aku tau ini memang arrogant nak mampos n cam nak mencabar agama kita - tapi u get what i mean)

And for those who do not say anything and still hang out ngan aku despite my kejab ada kejab takde tudung - and for knowing i am more than my sexy baju when i dont wear my tudung and my muslimah tudung when im putting my tudung on - Thank you n May God Bless You.

NITE FEEDING - EBM

Saya rasa saya tanya kat sini je lah. tak yah bukak thread baru. Rasa dah baca semua post kat thread ni tapi tak cakap pun camna aturan ebm masa waktu malam. camna u guys buat? Baby tak jerit-jerit ke memalam waktu kita perangatkan ebm? ada advice tak on fastest way to prepare ebm?

hEHHEHE di atas adalah post aku di forum yang sangat di'sukai' oleh Fid. (kuikuikui). But seriously, camna aku nak have the fastest ebm nite feeding? Semalam aku buat trial-run, he woke up about 5 times, but not for constant feeding, merely suckling 5 minutes cam tu je. Aku dok memikirkan cara nak menyenangkan my SIL since u'll know la the pressure suh aku stop ebm to Azhad. Akku tak mau le benda-benda yang overly nyusahkan dia ni meng-demotivated kan dia untuk tolong aku continue bf azhad.

aku merasakan begini tau aku nak buat:

Option A:
Simpan 2 -3 0z dalam 3 -4 botol. Botol tak payah letak dlm fridge. Biar kat room temp. So bila dia nak minum, sumbat aje the room temp ebm

Kerisauan 1
Tapi tahan ke ebm tu? FYI, aku tak rasa its gonna be fresh ebm. MEsti aku ambik dari freezer and leave to thaw kat luar aje until its time to be consumed. Apa yg aku risau, ialah ebm yg dah dekat2 subuh n early morning tu

Option B:
Simpan all ebm dlm peti. Put 1 ebm dalam bottle warmer on constant on - slow heat. Bila dia nangis pukul 2-3 am tu, straight sumbat. (provided tak terlalu panas la). Lepas pakai that ebm, immediately top-up new ebm dlm bottle warmer untuk next feeding time.

Kerisauan 1:
Bottle warmer tu akan keep warm ke? atau off automatik kalau dia dah panas. Camni basi la kan kalau dia auto off bila dah panas?

Kerisauan 2:
Kalau dia keep warm, boleh minum lagi ke ebm tu kalau dia dah on warmer for more than 1 hour? tu kan?

camna orang kat umah korang handle ebm untuk korang masa malam if korang takde?

cam tak betul aje

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's" Your Blogging Personality?

I have been wayyyyyyyyy too busy with work to actually update my blog. So much to tell and so little time. and when i have the time, the muse seems to be withering away. sheesh..

i have promised to update some pic on my latest tudung craze..despite the norm of people scratching their faces or plastering smileys all over them, i am the brave few (ahaks!) who will embrace my ketembamam (ahaks! lagi) and have it criticised by the entire world (macamla ramai naa yg baca blog aku)

the pic here is my version of anak tudung + munawarah outer layer

material : vericose rm45 p/mtr (typo tu abaikan - asalkan ko paham)

Awning; kain langsir (hehehe) rm2.80 p/mtr

type : short tudung (i.e. cover neck and rambut kat blakang je

Awning is a bit tebal. U have to press when ironing to get the crisp finishing. Good value since u can use the in/out sides. In side a bit on greyish part. Out side a bit blueish .Im thinking blue/grey/black/cream (there are creamy/white dots on the material) tudung to match the awning if u plan to have long/big sekali sarung tudung type. (i prefer short tudung + separate outer layer)

Yang ni vericose material jugak for both Awning & Short tudung

I wear this with a long printed scarf - printed strategicly placed cascading down by shoulder & head. Lupa lak nak tangkap entire look.

(FID/MEK: when i said my tudung jadik muncung - please see this and the subsequent picture. I tried taking out my glasses but still jadik ropa gini)

Awning: Brocade Rm45 (+-) p/mtr

Tudung: Jersey RM45(+-) p/mtr

Style: short tudung worn with long scarf too. (moi loves the color combination and total effect of this look)

I have another 2 long tudungs made with lower/cheepo jersey material of RM2.50 p/mtr. Pictures tak sempat nak d/load from my camera. Will do later maybe (or not)

as for the above pictures, please dont misinterpret the blurry-ness as my attempt to cover my vogue-ness (haha) it was simply because my h/p (with which i took the above pictures) was covered with slime-my (dey camna nak spell benda ni daa) from Azhad's mouth. Jahanam hp haku.

There goes. Janji telah ditunaikan. Will update more if ada hasil yg menarik selepas ini.

sepetang ahad yg lalu

A day at burger king@ where the parents were happily eating their hearts out.