JUA, SILA AHH PILIH KAMI..

AUNTIE JUA, SILA PILIH KELUARGA KAMI KERANA..

Kami ni ibarat keluarga 69. Pak sedara saya baru je umor 6 tahun, walhal abang sedara saya aka cousin saya dah pun nak masuk darjah 4. Itu tak termasuk saya yg dah umor 5 tahun, tahun depan.

saya rasa, bila saya besar nanti, mesti cam terkonpius nak panggey pakcik saya apa.La ni memang la abang sedara saya tu dok jerit jerit Pak Cik Pak Cik kat pak cik saya tu masa main wrestling WWF, tapi gamaknya kok nak mintak rokok sebatang ke bila dah umor 30-an nanti (uisshh idak le saya nak dorang tu merokok hookay) mesti cam awkward je gitew.

Pak cik saya tu pun satu, kekadang tersasul sasul panggil diri sendiri nama dia..(bukannya pakcik cam yang kitaorang panggey)..itu belum lagi dia panggey mama saya auntie. ada ke kakak dia , dia boleh tersasul panggey auntie.

tapi tak kisah apa pun, saya rasa gamba raya kitaorang ni memang paling GLAM skali. rasa cam boleh jadik cover kaset kumpulan rock dulu dulu pulak - ini mak saya la yang kata. Tak pun jadik gambar model susu cap gantung untuk budak budak membesar sihat.

Auntie Jua, saya tahu saya tak cukup syarat - tapi quote mama saya - ada aku kesah??? - kerana sememangnya saya ni datang dari keluarga yang suka GLAM GLAM sebegini.

So Auntie Jua, pilihla foto ni sebab saya rasa saya sefamili sangat vogue gitew..

Ini lah gambar family saya yang sangat vogue itew...




cerita sket pasal pic ni. Ni kat kampung rumah unyang saya. Nampak tak frame kat blakang tu? tu semua gambar lama lama atok/nenek/uncles etc etc mama saya. Saya pun dah tak berapa kenal la diaorang tu. semua cam dah janggut janggut buncit pun ada. yang dah meninggal sah sah la saya tak kenal kan. Rumah ni ala ala rumah tinggal la jugak. Cuma atok saya je yang balik seminggu skali tengok keliling. Chantek kan gamba saya ni!!


salam sayang;
Alesha Razan

p/s: mama saya budget budget takkan menang, so dia paksa letak 2 pic sebab giler glammer yang teramat.

Happy Birthday Abang!!

Yes..its this lil'kid birthday last Saturday.

Azhad Razan now is officially 2 years old!!

I dont really know what to write. But somehow obligated to write something just to commemorate his big day.

We had a small (small? apa kes nak dekat 30 orang la!!) makan makan with the inlaw. As many of them are not in Malaysia, majlis tu jadik sedang-sedang aje! ok la heks memandangkan maknye pun tak larat nak melayan sangat.

oohh kakak alesha harus ada yea. birthday nyer next week ni.

Thanks to the inlaws yang masak itu ini - mak masak spaghetii je- memang enak enak segalanya.

As tradition for the inlaw, any birthday celebration akan jadik celebration beramai ramai. nama dalam kek harus ada nama semua orang yea. though mak yang satu ni kenkonon nak exclusive anak-anak dia, but what the heck, budak-budak ni lagi suka bila the cuz are around.

malas nak jadik soapy nak flashback ke apa. takde idea nak menulis doink.

Happy birthday Azhad dear. may all your dreams come true

loveless us

Ive been married for more than 5 years and have been with the same guy for total of close to 15 years. Of course married life has its ups and downs. sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit kata orang. with 2 kids and more we are planning..i am ok with my life now.

but i often wonders about people around me. I have at least 4 friends who are in a loveless marriage. Yes they go about living life like anyone else. they have the occasional sex and good times vacationing and such, but being a friend whom they shared intimate stories - i just dont see love in their eyes anymore.

One outrightly declared so that she is in because of money. not to blame her since we all have loans under shared names. I was even the one who asked her to stay in the relationship when she was talking about divorce and such. Looking at her situation, i couldnt really put the fault on her. His infidelity was the breaking point.

One because of the kids. Well..we all love our kids dont we. but i just dont know how you can go home and stay loyal to a person you are not in love with. i think thats an affair-waiting to happen, but what can i say. at least he is a good father. A good husband - maybe so too, but i really couldnt blame him if he do have an affair one day. I guess, thats what happened after 10 years if u married someone 'because it was the right time' to do so.

One jumped head down into marriage life though i think it was the biggest mistake of his life. and the fact that the wifey is close to 10 years older than him will not be helping at all. Now he is lovey dovey and even expecting first born less than 5 months after being married. 2nd biggest mistake i see coming. But i couldnt be telling him that since kids shouldnt the be problems. They have bring me heavenly joy so far.

But we all know raising a kid (or kids) is not an easy tasked. most couple even fight over matters concerning kid. that will add more pressure to an already 'steaming' condition. I just hope he will be a good husband and a loyal one too.

One is still married though i really dont see the point if both of them are flirting and having relationship with other people. The relationship is a puzzle to me even.

I dont know what i will do if im in such situation. do i expect love or loyalty? could i live with just one or will i just wither and lose all hope?

Will you be in a relationship if u are not in love anymore and remain loyal though you know there is someone out there for you?

make up case

ada idea tak nak beli make up case yang rupa camna?

semenjak menjak ngengada nak touch up muka ni, giler bersepah ok make up. rasa cam ada yang ilang lak sebab part tu kat beg ni, part yg tu lak kat beg ini, tapi yg paling menyakit hati bila brush aku kemek kemek beg tak cukup panjang nak simpan brush tu.

option no.1..beli something cam ni.


Ni kira standard make casela kan. tapi aku dok pikir-pikir time travelling, ala ala ngengada nak make up muka cam burung merak color color itu ini, mesti laki aku hangin satu badan tak pasal pasal kena tambah satu luggage.tapi if letak kat rumah aje, confirm cam tersusun aje mak bapak berus ntah apa apa dalam beg aku tu kan. tapi dok pikir pikir balik cam tak cukup ke commpartment nak simpan brush tu. kang kemek lagi brush aku


Option no. 2 : standard cam ni lak


Lebih kurang cam yang no. 1 tadi la, tapi ala ala clear gitu, aku boleh la humban semua masuk. brush aku pun dah memang casing..ngan casing casing aku boleh campak dlm tu. tapi isu time nak travel nanti la. kena makan penyepak aku kang. oohh no no no..saya tak leh downsize make up saya time travel yea. kot la laki aku tetiba suh dress up gaya maut..kang ke nyesal tak cukup 'ammunition'.

option 3: ala ala beg komputer cam ni


memang menarik sebab boleh himpap masuk beg besar time travel. tapi aku dokpikir, if aku simpan kat rumah, tak ke serabut atas meja ada beg pc gabak cam ni. pastu lak, tetiba lak aku terasa nak bawak makeup kat opis, tertinggal lak dalam keta, tak pasal pasal keta aku kena pecah orang nak pau beg ni sebab ingat beg komputer. itu yang cakap cerita semua make up aku ilang ok. mau menangis kuar mata darah aku kang..

cam na eh? korang yang perasan vogue tu simpan make up kat mana?

btw: credit kepada owners of the pictures ok.

Oppss Dia dah Kantoi

oohh baru sekejapan tadi bloghopping..tetiba sangkut lak ngan blog minah ni yang baru aje masuk family aku..ohh sila jangan tanya banyak banyak, sah sah nanti kang aku lak kantoi mengata orang.

Tapi really eh..kalau orang cakap 'cakap malam pandang pandang' (hehe betul ke ni?) cakap dalam blog lagi kena cover. Hmmm ni yg buat aku nak caras entry lama lama tu.

Aku takde la nak blame minah ni coz aku paham la yang dia nak lepas tensi..tapi apa hal kutuk family aku weh!!

FIRST RULE : ko bukan kawen ngan dia aje..KO KAWEN NGAN FAMILY DIA TERMASUK LA SEPUPU SEPAPAT ETC ETC ETC. if rasa rasa nak kawen sendiri, pi kawen lari, balik register, pastu tinggal la kat ulu perlis ke mana..aku rasa cam aku takde la sedara mara ..yang jugak sedara mara laki ko kat sana.

SECOND RULE: so what kalau kawen orang sini sana bising. Itu la namanya cabaran. CINTA sampai nak muntah pun if ko tak masuk kan elemen elemen luaran tu, ko takkan tahu tahap cinta ko tu. Masa tu la ko nak test power, betul ke aku ni dah sedia..betul ke budak jantan ni responsible? ini belum lagi cabaran lepas kawen. Ishhh masalah sebelum kawen tu sekelumit aje la. Masalah anak..masalah time..dapat lak anak sakit..uwahhh boleh rasa nak letak kepala dalam pasir ok!!

THIRD RULE: tak de third rule. Aku cuma nak cakap pandai pandai la bawak diri. Dah la ko kawen ngan di antara yg ter kecik in the family, sedar sedar memang ramai la 'PENASIHAT TAK RASMI'. rasa rasa tak mau dengar, time masalah jangan lak datang jumpa family. Ini kes lempang pun, nak jumpa aku, kes tangkap polis aku gak..itu belum kes nak pinjam duit lagi. Sendiri mau ingat la.

hmm sapa agaknya sedara mara aku yg baca blog aku?hmm..nasib korang la yea. aku tak jemput sangat pun. if ada yg rasa rasa sentap tu..silala buat blog n kutuk aku cam aku kutuk minah tu. hahhaha

Things that are keeping me sane..

...ohh abis lagui duit gaji aku bulan ni...

Saya mahu CUCi

I was only back home yesterday at 2.00 AM for this...........
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.............. and it was REALLY REALLY GOOD!!


Serious people..i dont get paid for writing this up..lagipun apa la sangat my traffic kan. bukan besar na for them to actually nak mempergunakan aku as promo board, but betul..it was a pleasantly suprisingly GOOD.

The props were impressived (to my eyes yg tak pernah tgk PGL - which i heard was even giler hebat) the casts were just lovable, the dancers and choreography were entertaining enough and the songs....ohhh i really think it could sells you know..as a single or compilation.

Ok bit by bit pulak yea..may be a SPOILER for you guys..so be warned..rasa tak mo baca please stop here.

The simple story line goes as the cuci the movie..but for different and BETTER casting for:
CJ -then Erra now Vanida (i think she did it better anyway!!) ,
makcikover inject botox si Ummi Aida - now Adibah Noor (WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BETTER adibah noor la for sure kan!!!!),
khir rahman ganti ngan that harith iskandar (i think its a so-so la..khir is a good actor too) and..
the dad : dato rahim razali - ramli hassan (who is just oozing with sexiness ok!!!!! - ini lagi sexy dari Capt. Jean Luc Piccard i tell ya!!!!!!!

for a musical, it was really really entertaining - sound wise. I mean..no suara pecah, no sound system problem - semua nya best. Maybe because majority of the cast memang boleh nyanyi but for Abang Kacak Hans kita. I think because semua orang tahu his strong point (definitely his chest) not his voice, so diaorang dah downplay kan all his sing-sing acts. All were given opportunity for solo acts, but for si hans. tapi he still pulled it off sebab ala-ala romance scene ngan vanida, so lagu pun ala ala bisik bisik gitew and no high tone.

vanida's voice was good too. gemersik. I think it wasnt really her voice - eh bukan dia pakai stand in, i think the sounds system yg bikin soara dia dengar cam lunak. high-five to Istana Budaya for that. I was talking to IB's staff, and he told me the lil.mic costs rm30K per piece. not to mention other benda sound proof bagaikan dalam dewan tu.

Aflin..well what can i say about him..despite his memboyot - aku rasa cam nak burst ok!!1 dia tak semput pun.in fact, his voice was as a good as adibah noor - male version. very deep and strong. wayyy mature than his time time ikhlas tapi jauh. macam jazzy pun ada suara dia tu. rasanya with the right songs, boleh jual album mamat ni.

Cik AC is being himself la. the same dance - the CMP U'ALL trademark. tapi still very entertaining. and u couldnt deny his baritone voice tu memang lunak.

oohh and cik Adibah..i think at some point of the play, when she was singing, rasa cam nak bangun menari skali ok!! IT WAS AMAZINGLY GOOD!!! well amazing tu cam tak berapa betul la sebab apa nak amazingnya. dah memang dia tu wellknown for her vocal, tapi it is almost magical la bila dia nyanyi and when she tarik a note, you terus seram sejuk i tell ya!!

BUT THE BEST BEST BEST BEST ACTOR in the entire play if u must ask me..and PLEASE PLEASE JANGAN PITAM OK ..i must say , and i think majority of the audience yesterday would agree..goes to ............ABANG AWIEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! OMG..everything EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM in the play was just right with a dose of OMMPHH!! suara awie jangan cakap la..memang la dah sah sah hebat, and he play the role without being over tau..which really just make him more in the lime light gitew. Whilst AC was bust being the loud kelakar one, aflin was too serious and cik Hans too handsome la kan..awie was always the one on far left or right minding his own business and sometimes doing things just so your eyes would drifted back at him. i dont know whether its intentional or just scripted but he certainly deserved the standing ovation (not to mention teenage-shrieking screams of ABANG AWIEEEE) we were giving him yesterday.

So there peeps..a lil about Cuci the Musical. Grab a ticket if u have the time (and budget) coz i can guarantee u its a hell of screaming and smiling and laughing nite you would be smiling in the morning about - play.

ciao peeps and happy weekend