the kids story

my kids are growing up so fast.

Alesha is nearing 6 and acting like she is already 10! Can u believe it that she actually can cook rice? well..she did not really cook- cook la. she washed the beras and really keen on doing this and that in kitchen. I dont really remember at what age i started to get interested in home chores. Macam tak pernah je!! Harharhar. doing homechores were more of a need then an interest to me. When mak got sick, i just had to do the cooking and cleaning at home. I would rather be in my room reading a book or before the pc main pc games. tapi mak got to eat and takkan hari hari nak makan makanan beli je kan. SO i learn to cook and do things needed to be done at home. Wasnt good and never good at it too.sampai la skarang.

But Alesha is definitely not me. last weekend we went to pasar. Azhad was well being Azhad - complained about the smelly pasar dengan suara yang sangat kuat. Whilst Alesha cool and was really eager to see sayur and ikan. Aku lak yang rimas. So we bought couple of fishes and 4 udang galah. So 1 for each of family member la kan.

Mak dengan semangatnya nak goreng aje la udang galah tu. After all, kang masak beriya gulai kang, anak-anak tak dapat makan. Alesha was ever the eager to help. siap tukar baju and ikat rambut basuh tangan bagai nak help out in the kitchen. So she was tasked with potong misai n kaki udang. no problem la, except the fact kejab kejab tangan bau udang pegang rambut, kejab kejab gosok muka. lantak laaa..

But the kelakar part was, she didnt even eat the udang. hheheh kosannya member geli sebab part basuh taik/otak udang tu dia nampak aku keluarkan segala macam benda kat kepala udang tu. Langsung mati selera.

Azhad pulak...hmmmph ini lagi satu hal. Dulu rasa cam kiut miut sangat la dia ni. la ni adeehhhh tersangat la keras kepala. Not in a bad way, aku suka jugak that he is very determined and strong willed, but if benda yang dia determine sangat tu ialah makan gula-gula n keropok sebagai makanan ruji, tak ke pening ko? He would be very resourceful sampaikan if gula2 tu kat para tinggi, dia akan terhegeh hegeh angkat bangku yg double his side untuk panjat ambik gula2. sama la if nak ipad ke, main game ke..sanggup tu. tak de nak merenggek nangis ke.Haa ko tak bagi, meh sini aku ambik sendiri.

more to tell about azhad, tapi la ni aku sambil-sambil update blog and buat karangan bm untuk opis ni. so idea aku tak keluar sangat.

Later peeps...

macamana nak bagi ilang daaa

korang nampak tak photobucket icon kat scroll icon yg patut ada cursor mouse tu? alaa yg everytime korang scroll mouse icon tu ikut?

aku sendiri yang letak, aku sendiri dah lupa camna nak buang.

ada sapa tau?

saat yang paling berharga

kelmarin..
Scenario: kejadian tengah malam terjaga sambil pandang muka alesha.
alesha : " semalam kakak dengar mama cakap i love u alesha razan"
me HATI KEMBANG


Semalam...
Scenario: Azhad tido awal. By the time i got home,dia memang dah tertido sampai pagi. At about 1am, dia tergaru garu kena gigit nyamuk. tetiba dia bangun, alihkan the dad's hand from my side, pulled my hand straight and landed his head on my arm.
me : "i love u azhad"
Azhad: angguk walaupun mata tertutup and continue sleeping
me HATI KEMBANG

thank u GOD. ALHAMDULLILAH.

hambik ko!!

hahhaha setahun dowh tak blogging.

I do feel the urges to write once in awhile. simply because i need to be reminded of whats happening in my life.

Baru tadi dok baca entry before before - wow anak aku macam tu ke dulu? kenapa sekarang jadik lain? oohh well kids grow up. apa lagi jawapan nye ye dak.

I am 30 weeks pregnant. yeehaaa!!it was purely planned of course. Though i wonder whether it will ever be time yang aku tetiba tak plan mengandung and ngandung plak. Ohh please GOD - tak sanggup ok!!

It is a heavy one this one. Thank God i am not fat FAT, weight is still under control, but again me is being me - yang dah sememangnya gemuk cam tong drum kan. ive gained about say 5 -6 kgs up until now. weight is about 80kgs. so go figure how fat i was pre-pregnancy. :)

A note to self : like i said, it was a purely planned one. Yes we did want to have all babies in December, but alesha is starting standard 1 come 2012, and mak yang sappy and soappy ni tak sanggup tak hantar her to school on her 1st day. Plus dia yg beriya cakap mama teman kakak 5 hari je lepas tu tak payah. Which was really impressive since she was one cry baby when she started her kindy. Nonetheless, told hubby now way im waiting another december baby in 2012, will be too old by then. so if u wanna have another one, lets get on with it.

So here i am, 7 months after, dengan perut yang rasa nak terpecah whenever there is movement. Baby #3 is somewhat different from Alesha n Azhad. I remembered Alesha's movement macam butterfly in stomach gitu. dainty blurping movement in my tummy. Azhad was more agressive with a kick and punches here and there. tapi yang ni...korang tengok tak movie Constantine yang part baby dlm perut heroin tu.Haa lebih kurang ni. im cramping a lot. and when it moves, its like the entire tummy rumbles and mengeras. Macam tak cukup space and the baby is forcing my tummy to accommodate it.

Health wise alhamdullilah baby is doing ok. we did a full scan for the 1st time. giler freak out aku because we didnt have one for the 1st two. and when i googled for it, i got to know full scan is when u know whether u gonna have like health probs baby - sumbing la, jantung probs la, spina bifida etc things like that. Laki mak cool giler sebab he couldnt be bothered pun nak tau apa purpose full scan tu, but when the radiologist (what do u call the expert yg buat ultra sound tu?) bagitau ohh tak sumbing etc, baru cam meloncat. Eh ada possibility ke anak dia sumbing? Haaaa...baru ko tau gabranya aku before scan tu.

Imagine hearing bad news and knowing its your unborn baby? tak ke cam nak tercabut nyawa?

but like i said, alhamdullilah, semua ok. Aku je la yg tak berapa sihat. Will be doing my kencing manis test next week. Darah tinggi tu on off and semanjang on the high side. Im on trundate - ke apa nama ubat darah tinggi tu. tapi aku ni mmg hampeh.tak reti nak makan ubat on daily basis. kejab makan kejab tak makan. camna nak buat tu?hmm tawakal aje lah. dah memang sendiri yg carik penyakit.

Kali ni cam freak out sikit nak beranak. I am seriously considering epi. mak kan ala ala macho beranak 2 orang drug free. Siap refure any drug kan. sekali ambik ko, sakit cam nak tercabut pankreas masa beranak azhad. so la ni cam tengah tergiang giang rasa sakit beranak tu. apakah aku mampu nak tahan kali ni. But im a believer that God will not give u something that u cannot endure. Chet - cakap aje, nanti tunggu beranak aku cerita lagi.

Lain kali cerita lagi. have tonnes of things to write. later later la wokey.

HPV...Did u get it?

The office has been nice to arrange a talk on cervix cancer to all the female staff.

Inclusive in the talk, was the offer for the 3 jabs of HPV vaccine done at the office. It cost about RM490 paid in instalments.

I took up the offer.

Today was the day for the first jab. not so painful. boleh lah...

HPV...Did u get it?

OMG !!!! IM BACK

Yes peeps - i am still alive!!

the long long hiatus was merely a writer block - and a bit of thinking whether i should stick to this blog, or move on to another new blog talking about new things.

as i said in my last post - which was yeah - almost 7 months ago, this year was all about me.

So far, i have replaced 2 compact powders, a tube of mascara, bought 3 shades of blusher, 2 tubes of primer and fixer..tried on purple barbie-styled lens (and sticking with it!) and mostly glasses-free when im out and about. Dear Hubby after sooooo many years with me, finally admitted moi look better without glasses. I am pretty sure he was saying that only because i have smacked lotsa eye make-up to cover my tired panda eyes ; which actually gave him the illusion i have hot smocking eyes *ok - now someone please slap me back to reality!!*

And i am again being real to myself - fashion style of course.I can pretend that im ok with the muslimah get-up - i am vain and i like what i have and still am wearing. So im totally over with jubah and such and sticking to my original outfit and suits my body type the most.

The fight against the bulges is still on. though hubby so dearest has actually scolded me like 'pesal la nak kurus - i tak penah mintak pun ok' - langsung haku sentap wokey - when i humbly (which is not a very often occasion) admitted that baby..i dah tak leh kurus dah..ni le badan wa ok!

so the question now - sapa yg ngada nak kurus? sendiri jawab wokey

Kiddos are doing great. demam sini sana with asthma attack dekat si Azhad. Alesha is getting taller and thinly. pegang tangan pun macam pegang chopstick je gayanya. But she is one cute to be hot chick 1 day. bapak nye dah risau, aku ok aje. let her live her life.

Azhad still as headstrong as ever - if not more. hari hari kena marah sampai i think he will be the death of me - well he is also my pride n joy (too) but his strong personality is a challenge to hubby n me - sampai laki mak takut nak beranakkan mak wokey!!!

All in all life is great - friends are around me , families are still healthy - i couldnt possible ask for more (except bonus BOSS!!!!)

tata peeps,and until the muse to write is here with me again.