MY THIRD ANNIVERSARY

29 May 2007 was my 3rd anniversary.

Morning as usual was too hectic for us to go out of norm. The though struck me only when i was in the office at about 9.30 a.m.

Snap snap..i took a picture of my smiling face and texted the very mushy anniversary wish to dear hubby and off MMS the same to him.

By 4.00 p.m. i was still waiting for his reply wish. Now starting to sulk and a bit pissed.

4.30 p.m. he called me up and told me he's off to play soccer and SIL babysitting Alesha was not well. Moi have to go back to look after Alesha. Still no anniversary wish.

Now i was totally pissed and sulking like nobody's business.

On the way back to work, he mentioned something about cooking dinner. It has been for months since we had home cooked dinner at home - we always had dinner first at MIL's before heading home- I was too pissed to pay any attention. Still no anniversary wish.

ding-dong-ding-dong, its 8.00 p.m. and we were on the way back home. STILL NO ANNIVERSARY WISH!! I was by then too tired to be pissed.

When we arrived, dear hubby asked me to open the door for him. Puzzled as he was always the one with the key. Hmmm...when i opened the door, this was what i see...

Yahooooooo he did remember!!

and there was this peculiar sweet scented smell in the house. I also noticed that my bedroom door was shut closed. I had a habit of drying my towel on the door, so the door was forever cracked ajar because of the towel. Something fishy was going on.

and this was what i see when i opened the door...

Thank you bie...:))

We had our scented candle light dinner at 10.00 p.m. (i was too high on cloud 9 to notice it took him 2 hours to cook black pepper meat, black pepper mushroom and kerang tomato - all recipes he cut off from magazines that morning) with a bottle of cheap Bubbly Grape Drink. Again i was too love-drunk to notice that!!

It was a romantic dinner ...

....except for this lil' pest between us....Lil' Alesha of course....:)

All in all, it was a lovely day for me...minus the hassle of cleaning up after that!!!

Little things like this make me remember the reason why i married him in the first place. We have know each other since we were 18. He was then my first boyfriend and i was his first too.

We went through adolescent together. We cried, laughed and played together. and at times we took each other for granted.

But when we took little effort like this in our relationship, it opens our eyes and warms our heart.

God may have other plan for us and for the time being...HIS plan includes me and him together.

Donkie ME!!

Doink! and double Doink!!

I have been blogging for several months now. But ok this is how blur people crossed the line at being just a inch away from a donkie..I just realised people have been leaving comments on my blog!!!!

Hehhehe...so u guys....thanks for dropping by...I think it would be too late to reply now. But thanks again and know that I READ YOU...

I READ YOU!!

Its seems like forever since my last post.phew...lotsa things had happened. Dont have the time to write them all.

But i feel like writing something down today. I have not been THAT busy. Yes..i have been busy but NOT that busy to stop visiting some of my favorite blogs. These people may not realise that im keeping track of the happenings in their lives more than my own. In fact, i have never met some of them and had not been more than an acquantance (did i get the spelling rite?) to them.

But then again, i read their posts like they are my best buddies. i think reading their posts mold me into a better person. Reading their posts make me realised i am just human - a working mom who wants only whats best for her family. NOT a superwoman whom i think i should be.

So to my cyber 'acquantances' out there...keep on writing. Now u know it makes a different to somebody's life out there - ME!!

Alesha is tickling my laughing bone.

This is what happened this morning -

Me : Sha, come la kiss mam..
Sha: Na nak (smiling sweetly and shaking her head)
Me : Sikit je...sayang mama sini (pointing to my cheek)
Sha: Sha na nak (Sha tak nak)
Me : Sha sayang papa tak?
Sha: Muahs (stand up walk to hubby and give him a kiss with that smacking sound and lie down again)
Me : haa..mama punya turn pulak.. Come sayang mama
Sha: Mama na nak...

This is what happened yesterday -

Pa : Sha sayang papa ke mama?
Sha: Mama muahss (did the flying kiss mouth smacking act)
Pa : Sha sayang papa kan?
Sha: Na nak. Mama (pointing at me)

Now should i smile or cry?

YEAR END INCOMING

Can u see the 2 lines there?

YES... it's positive. Come December 2007, we are going to have another baby on the roll.

Its really a pre-planned thingy. Lets not get into how the coercion part was involved in the making on #2. (i just read a blog on how awkward this girl was feeling whenever she hears couple telling they are trying = make love = have sex >> though it escapes me how the act of actually doing is ok and talking about it not ok *ponder*ponder*) But to simply put ..i dont want to make ppl reading this blog awkward in any sense.

Alrite...but i think how i plan for #2 should be recorded somewhere. At least i can recall the making of #2 when he (i hope #2 is a HE) all grown up and trying to act wise with me.

1. Keep track of your menstrual cycle. For at least 3 mos. Your 1st day of period and cycle etc etc (heavy/medium flows)
2. Keep track of your fertility chart
3. Keep track of your mating sessions

basically all these and with God's Blessing...u have lil one swimming in your belly.

Have been trying to get a 2007 baby since Alesha turned 1. Reason being im getting older and i like year end babies. So the new year will signifies new beginning with new family members. Some mumbo jumbo like that.

Being older means i have to carefully plan my 'productivity' output too. I dont have the time to re-procreate same output over and over again without variety. WAHHHH...now im sounding like a production machine. but u get my drift.

Now the stress is getting to know the gender of my incoming baby. Still a long way to go. About 35 weeks to be exact.

Which also means i have exactly 7 weeks left to start feeling miserable.

and another 24 weeks to start cursing my ever bloated tummy and forever cramped legs. Arrghh....why do i want another baby ?? - im asking myself now.

But what i cant hardly wait, is to see the baby clear eyes looking at me. Alesha was looking straight at me the moment the doc lifted her up to me. And the feeling was incredible. I will surfer 55 weeks of cramped legs just to experience that feeling again....

Gawd...the lil' one is still fighting for survival and i am now thinking 2009 would be a nice year for new addition in the family. SUCKER!!!

I AM PISSED

I had a big fight with dear hubby this morning. God..im pissed!!!

It begun last nite when he wanted me to help him with some printing thingy. Sure do...very please to help on 3 conditions...1. u start up the pc with the cable on.. 2. take care of Alesha (instead of glueing your eyes to Channel 81) 3. and make me a nice cup of Ice Milo - mind you..dear Hubby's drinks are to die for.

Anyway...Alesha was rather tired last nite and when to sleep early..Of course with moi clever manuvering technics - a bottle of milk and lights off will do the trick - Dear Hubby was still glued to the tv at this point.
So i said...
"im gonna bathe and pc must be ready by the time im done" - which was not coz it didn't matter coz he quickly ran to our pc room when he saw me out of the bathroom.

So there I was..in front of the tv, all freshen up and dead tired waiting for him to call me that i can start some printing work for me. The next thing i know, i was sleeping on the couch and he was doing some typing. Its already 11.00 p.m. now.

So i told him with a very dear smile on my face that i was sleepy and it is ok if i help him tomorrow.

And guess what?

He blew his top off and refused help of any kind. He said i never wanted to help him in the first place and i was forever finding excuses..

WHAT????

Somehow in the middle of all that..he seems to forgot that i got back from work at 7.30 at nite, been too tired to do anything, spend all my salaries on our family and in the same time trying to be a good wife..mother and his secretary without getting any appreciation and a single cent out of it!!!!

GAWD IM PISSED!!!

I dont deserve all this, not when im supporting the family, not when i try so hard to be strong for him when everything is against him. ITs not fair when u expect me to do anything while u spend your time at home doing nothing.

I thought everything was ok this morning. But to my suprise, apparently he has been carrying torch up his arse...which pisses me off even more...

GAWD...IM SO PISSED!!!!

Tag Game

I've been tagged. Deareast valli had finally 'tagged' me. Was browsing thru several sites and notices this 'tagged' thing going. Pretty sure i'll be next, just wondering who will finally 'tagged' me. So dear valli...here goes:

6 weird things about moi:-

1. i dont share pillows. If i need to share (cases like hotel etc etc), will cover the pillow with my very own kain batek. (i made exception to several occasions - depending on my mood that time)

2. i am penakut like the biggest chicken around - Refer Penakut to takut hantu only!! Haha..never seen one my entire life. Thank God for that!!! This would also include banning scary movies, sleeping alone in hotel and even being home alone (eventhough Alesha is around - she doesnt count as a human adult yet - mind you). Watched this scary movie once (thru blanket of fingers - and forced to watch it since was at in law house) - about ghost coming out from the air vent - caused me to be 'accompanied' everytime i when pee pee at the office. (office's toilet has air vent!!)

3. i am a perfectionist - my way. I blame it on my horoscope. I am a VIRGO(rian?).

4. i have short attention span - Dont give me MCQ - i will close my eyes and tick as i pleased. (Actually did this during PTD Examination - heheh...now u know why im in private sector instead)

5. i can be excruciatingly honest about my opinion to my dearest friends - some appreciate it and some may hate me for it.

6. i dont plan to marry - but did it anyway and now madly in love my kids (cross refer my previous post) and waiting to have more.

Rules: People who were tagged should write a blog post of 6 weird things about them and state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

Sorry dear valli..all friends i knew had been tagged. Had to end the tagging game here now.